Saturday, August 1, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
I tried everything to make him mine but... it happens
I didn't know what to say
I close my eyes to hide
The pain I felt inside
I could never understand
How love went out of hand
And now, there's nothing I can do
Refrain:
Though the feeling hasn't passed
Sad to say our love didn't last
Please don't ask me to pretend
Cause to know it's over
When I'm done forgetting you
You can say what you wanna do
Please don't ask me to pretend
Cause I know it's over now
Now, I'm left here all alone
A heart without a home
How will I ever find
The love I left behind
Once the days were ours to share
Now you don't even care
And there's still nothing I can do
Letting go is one of the hardest lessons in life. Here's a collection of letting go quotes that will give you some hope and words of encouragement during those challenging times.
In life, there's many things that we have to learn to let go. We have to let go of situations, things, memories, people and even ourselves.
It's easy to form an attachment to people and things. When you've formed an attachment to people and things, it can be a very painful experience and feeling when you realized that it's time to let go. Even the mere thought of not having that person or thing in your life just squeezes your heart in pain.
However, there are times where you or that person has changed to the extent that it's necessary to let go of the relationship or friendship, so that each of you can fulfill your life path.
Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard. Even though old memories can be tormenting, yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward. However, by refusing to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.
Letting go of your old self and the process of letting the new you emerge can be one of the scariest experiences in your life. But by leaving behind your old self and taking a leap of faith into the unknown, it might just reveal what you are truly capable of becoming.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Randommmm
IMISSTHEM ALREADY;/
some bears i got from my birthday muaahahaha
Yeah i dress her uppp. VVVVVV down there shes the one with the surgical attireXP
This is my view from my room(: isnt it beautiful hahah
okay lemme explain ahhahah! i found it somewhere i wass,... 15? yeahhh lol thats it
Got it from one of my ex's well, i dont hate you know, its just a bear[:
he got it for me on valentines day i just saw it outside my door buahahahaa:)
hello x :)
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And this ones my baby<3 had it since i was 11 yrs old and still dressing it in different clothes until now(:
Monday, July 27, 2009
ABOUT ASHLEY
Nickname: Ash,Audrey
Nationality: 50%Filipino 25%White 25%German
Birthdate: Febuary 12 1989
SCHOOL: UCLA LOS ANGELES
Occupation: Surgical Nurse[Masters Degree] Part timeModel
Birth Place: St Gabriel Hospital Ohio
FAMILY;
Father: Tyler Gabriel Bitoni
Birthdate: OCTOBER 7, 1951
School: Harvard University Texas
Occupation: Doctor
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Mother: Adrianna Marie F. Bitoni
Birthdate: FEBRUARY 7, 1953
School UCLA LOS ANGELES
Occupation: Surgeon
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Brother: Tyler David F. Bitoni
Birthdate: Dec 31st 1986
School: UCLA LOS ANGELES
Occupation: Doctor
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Brother: Gabriel Antonio F. Bitoni
Birthdate: Febuary 11 1984.
SCHOOL: HARVARD UNIVERSITY TEXAS
Occupation: Surgeon
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Sister:Amber Marie F. Bitoni
Birthdate: October 11 1990
Occupation: Student/Model/Soon to be Nurse
ST. ELIZABETH HS
Tyler Tenerelli
I am not a perfect person to give one perfect love. I've love and even hurt some people who are not
deserving. I am only a person who's having mistakes and failure sometimes and learning how to make the
wrong be right. I will never ever go through against everyones opinion about me. If that's what makes
them be comfortable being with me, I will accept it.. " sometimes the truth really hurts "
Changes and Acceptance
I left Philippines to try and explore something new. Even I know that it's kinda difficult for me
to live alone far from the people I love. I went to United States last July 20, 2006. And I'm now living
here in California with my family. I'm gonna be here for good. And That's actually my parents plan for me,
that's why I have no choice just to follow what they want, because I believe that every parents knows
what's best for their children.
Even though it's kinda hard for me, I need to do this.. I must never disappoint them. Well, so far,
I'm still trying to cope with my new start here in my new dimension. I'm really hoping that things will
run smoothly.
RIP. Andreas Solorzolano 1984-2003
It was really hard to say goodbye to a person who's so special to you. Like friends or bestfriends.
You'll not gonna be able to explain what you really feel and understand what's happening. I've felt it
when the time my good friend passed away last September 06, 2008.. It's one of the
unexplainable pain I've ever felt.. Like a pain with a curse of madness, where I can't sleep everytime
I'm reminiscing and remembering our memories.. I really can't believe that he's already gone. I can't
even cry.. But I know that everything's happens with their special reason.. And I think, I've already
accept what happened to him.. It's just that I hope he's already happy on where he is right now.
Seth Alexander Baker
Febuary 12,08-Febuary 13.09
Some people enter our lives and leave almost instantly. Others stay, can forge such an impression on our heart and soul, we are changed forever. Don't rush into any kind of relationship. Work on yourself. Feel yourself, experience yourself and love yourself. Do this first and you will soon attract that special loving other. It's surprising how many persons go through life without ever recognizing that their feelings toward other people are largely determined by their feelings toward themselves, and if you're not comfortable within yourself, you can't be comfortable with others..
James Antonio Anderson
6.19.06- 1.10.07Sometimes we have to let go of the one we love to find out if there is really something there
waiting for us. It's hard to say goodbye to someone you love specially to the one you love but you'll
never able to had. It really hurts like your body is burning in hell. It feels like you'll never be able
to make it and move on again... Even the strongest person can be drawn to tears and breakdown from
a simple goodbye. But in life you can't be just caught up in wishing for something that won't happen,
you just got to move on to the next best thing. Sometimes you need to hold your head up high and
wipe the tears away and say goodbye to the painful past. But it doesn't mean that letting go means
that you're already giving up, It's just that you're accepting some things that is not meant to be.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Good Memories..
Your right, no relationship is perfect but at least we tried to worked it out. and fight for it till the end. we've been through a lot of things. like our parents, friends and family tried to break us up. but we still kept in touch. but its okay, i don't regret going out with you or anything im thankful that you were once part of my life. we didn't really end our relationship through a good way. you once said you still wanted to be friends. I TRIED. but it didn't work out for you. And i cant do anything about that. thanks Nate.
Ashley
